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So much to inspire me
But I can’t see
I feel it
But I can’t write
My heart is somewhere else
My tears have dried
But I don’t know who I am anymore
I miss whom I used to be
Places and people
Loneliness is every where
Spread in this new flat
I used to wear shorts and dance
Look out the window and fly away
I stay here now
Locked
I love and hate
And yell
All in my mind
I imagine and keep imagining
Run on a treadmill
No pretty gardens
Or sunny highways
Rain
Wash my pain away
Wind
take me to a distant place
where I can be
what I used to be